So after playing "Freeze Tag", I realized I can probably go back and read my journal to see exactly what was going on with me 5 years ago. Hmmm...5 years ago. I was eating at Benny T's and Eric Brooks was in my life.
From my actual Journal entry:
October 30 2000
So there has been several occassions when me, Doug & Ziemba were suppose to go out. Either someone fell asleep , someone ws on the phone, or someone had plans already. Doug went to Clemson this weekend so I called XZiemba and asked him if he wanted to go out on Friday. He already made plans but if those fell through then he was going to call. Apparently they didn't fall through because he didn't call.
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Freeze Tag...blah blah blah
10 years ago:
1995 Fall Sophomore Year - Living in Clemson House with my roommate from my Freshman Year, Susan (and her boyfriend). Was kind of dating this guy Will, who suprisingly is from Polk County and went to Clemson. Found a used condom in the toilet from, you guessed it, Susan. Broke up with Will to start dating a basketball player, who in turn ended up marrying my roommate my Junior Year, Jill. Jack Ass!!! Probably had one of the hardest years mentally. Had no idea what I wanted to do, what major to be in. At one point I was double majoring in GC and Electrical Engineering.
5 years ago:
2000 … Oh the HOBOKEN!!! Was having a lot of fun with Doug and John. Went to the World Series Playoffs in which Ziemba fell about 10 rows down the stands. I was probably hanging out with them on a daily basis. Took John's little brother, David (who was a senior in high school at the time), out drinking. We went down to the local Newstand in which it was the first time we both saw Porn in a DVD format for sale.
1 year ago:
2004 … Living in Dallas. Just got back from my month and half stint in Arkansas where I fell in love with a little boy who loved Jesus. Met J.Lo (Erin's Friend). Probably met Peter around that time. In which I would soon stalk the dog park...poor Ernie.
Yesterday:
Had lunch with Julio Inglesias. Had such a wonderful time. We laughed most of the day through. Discovered more about the girlfriend. Maybe I should stop bringing her up.
5 snacks I enjoy:
chips and salsa; Scupperdongs, ice cream, babinka, lumpia
5 songs I know all the words to:
Ice Ice Baby (Vanilla Ice), The Gambler (Kenny Rogers), Since You've Been Gone (Kelly Clarkson), Trouble (Pink), Winding Road (Bonnie ???)
5 things I would do with a million dollars:
Pay off all debt
Not give one penny to Zack's Tennitis Busines Plan, although I would fix the ringing in Keri's ears.
Buy real estate for all of my friends and family (even if it meant only condos...at least they'll be living for free)
Start up my daycare.
Save
5 things I would never wear:
Halter top, mid-drift shirt, sleeveless dress, bikini, Uggs
5 bad habits:
obsessing, obsessing, obsessing, obsessing, obsessing
5 favorite toys:
IPod, Sudooku, Ernie's belly, TiVo, my Mac
Now tagging 5 people and they are...
Julio Inglesis, JLo, Kelly Clarkson, George W Bush, and Baby Love
1995 Fall Sophomore Year - Living in Clemson House with my roommate from my Freshman Year, Susan (and her boyfriend). Was kind of dating this guy Will, who suprisingly is from Polk County and went to Clemson. Found a used condom in the toilet from, you guessed it, Susan. Broke up with Will to start dating a basketball player, who in turn ended up marrying my roommate my Junior Year, Jill. Jack Ass!!! Probably had one of the hardest years mentally. Had no idea what I wanted to do, what major to be in. At one point I was double majoring in GC and Electrical Engineering.
5 years ago:
2000 … Oh the HOBOKEN!!! Was having a lot of fun with Doug and John. Went to the World Series Playoffs in which Ziemba fell about 10 rows down the stands. I was probably hanging out with them on a daily basis. Took John's little brother, David (who was a senior in high school at the time), out drinking. We went down to the local Newstand in which it was the first time we both saw Porn in a DVD format for sale.
1 year ago:
2004 … Living in Dallas. Just got back from my month and half stint in Arkansas where I fell in love with a little boy who loved Jesus. Met J.Lo (Erin's Friend). Probably met Peter around that time. In which I would soon stalk the dog park...poor Ernie.
Yesterday:
Had lunch with Julio Inglesias. Had such a wonderful time. We laughed most of the day through. Discovered more about the girlfriend. Maybe I should stop bringing her up.
5 snacks I enjoy:
chips and salsa; Scupperdongs, ice cream, babinka, lumpia
5 songs I know all the words to:
Ice Ice Baby (Vanilla Ice), The Gambler (Kenny Rogers), Since You've Been Gone (Kelly Clarkson), Trouble (Pink), Winding Road (Bonnie ???)
5 things I would do with a million dollars:
Pay off all debt
Not give one penny to Zack's Tennitis Busines Plan, although I would fix the ringing in Keri's ears.
Buy real estate for all of my friends and family (even if it meant only condos...at least they'll be living for free)
Start up my daycare.
Save
5 things I would never wear:
Halter top, mid-drift shirt, sleeveless dress, bikini, Uggs
5 bad habits:
obsessing, obsessing, obsessing, obsessing, obsessing
5 favorite toys:
IPod, Sudooku, Ernie's belly, TiVo, my Mac
Now tagging 5 people and they are...
Julio Inglesis, JLo, Kelly Clarkson, George W Bush, and Baby Love
I hate this
I hate this
I hate this
I hate this.
Whatever "this" is at this particular moment in time. I absolutely hate it. I hate that I have a crush on someone I should not. I hate that I think about this person more than I ought to. I hate that he is practically married (live in girlfriend). I hate that no matter what, it's wrong on so many levels. I hate that I'll be 30 in a couple of weeks and I haven't conquered the world...or at least have done most of the things I set out to do at age 18. I hate that no matter how good I do at work, I'm so critical of myself that I take things too personally. I hate that everything has to be a competition. I hate that no one laughs anymore. I hate that I can't pinpoint the one thing that is making me feel like crap today.
I hate this
I hate this.
Whatever "this" is at this particular moment in time. I absolutely hate it. I hate that I have a crush on someone I should not. I hate that I think about this person more than I ought to. I hate that he is practically married (live in girlfriend). I hate that no matter what, it's wrong on so many levels. I hate that I'll be 30 in a couple of weeks and I haven't conquered the world...or at least have done most of the things I set out to do at age 18. I hate that no matter how good I do at work, I'm so critical of myself that I take things too personally. I hate that everything has to be a competition. I hate that no one laughs anymore. I hate that I can't pinpoint the one thing that is making me feel like crap today.
I'm a loser baby...
In the spirit of posting lyrics to describe how I feel:
In the time of chimpanzees I was a monkey
Butane in my veins and I’m out to cut the junkie
With the plastic eyeballs, spray-paint the vegetables
Dog food stalls with the beefcake pantyhose
Kill the headlights and put it in neutral
Stock car flamin’ with a loser and the cruise control
Baby’s in reno with the vitamin d
Got a couple of couches, sleep on the love-seat
Someone came in sayin’ I’m insane to complain
About a shotgun wedding and a stain on my shirt
Don’t believe everything that you breathe
You get a parking violation and a maggot on your sleeve
So shave your face with some mace in the dark
Savin’ all your food stamps and burnin’ down the trailer park
Yo. cut it.
Soy un perdedor
I’m a loser baby, so why don’t you kill me?
Soy un perdedor
I’m a loser baby, so why don’t you kill me?
In the time of chimpanzees I was a monkey
Butane in my veins and I’m out to cut the junkie
With the plastic eyeballs, spray-paint the vegetables
Dog food stalls with the beefcake pantyhose
Kill the headlights and put it in neutral
Stock car flamin’ with a loser and the cruise control
Baby’s in reno with the vitamin d
Got a couple of couches, sleep on the love-seat
Someone came in sayin’ I’m insane to complain
About a shotgun wedding and a stain on my shirt
Don’t believe everything that you breathe
You get a parking violation and a maggot on your sleeve
So shave your face with some mace in the dark
Savin’ all your food stamps and burnin’ down the trailer park
Yo. cut it.
Soy un perdedor
I’m a loser baby, so why don’t you kill me?
Soy un perdedor
I’m a loser baby, so why don’t you kill me?
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
My new toy...
Monday, October 03, 2005
Do The Truffle Shuffle! DO IT!!!!!

I hate the boy so much it makes me angry. Angry I tell you!! He was such a jack ass. He was so inconsiderate. He had friends from high school up and didn't much pay attention to them either. We were out with his stupid school club and he didn't bother to introduce anyone with anyone. It was like he's trapped between 2 lives: His past life which involves his friends from back home and then his future life which is filled with pretentious people that has no consideration for anyone else.
He was such a jerk! At one point I wanted to take his head and slam it onto the table. I am disgusted that I actually had a crush on him. I don't think I would even be friends with him.
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