Sometimes I wonder why things happen the way they do. It's amazing how you start to see the cracks in a relationship after it's broken. I was just lonely and needing affection. He seemed to have a lot going on in his life. He's a lot stronger than he gives himself credit for. He's been through a lot, more than I've ever known.
He told me I was difficult and that he was equally difficult. I don't know if it's because we're both difficult or just opinionated...maybe we're both strong minded. We just didn't get along.