His silence is deafening. I haven't seen him in almost 2 weeks. It was his ex's birthday this past weekend and he had the kids. I know I'll always come in second, but I feel abandoned right now. My chest hurts because of my heart. I'm tired of being alone. I don't want this to end like the others.
If he doesn't want to do this anymore, I know he would tell me. But right now, I don't think he will. My confidence in our relationship has diminished to almost nothing.
I don't think I'll ever find someone. I think I'll be alone for the rest of my life. Not that I don't need anyone to be happy. I've been happy for the most part of my life. I'm just ready to share my love and happiness with someone else.
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