Venting

I'm bored and lonely. My roommate is out with his boyfriend and I'm at home alone. I promise you this, I'm not complaining about my life. I love my friends and family and I do count my blessing everyday. But is it too much to ask for someone to love me?

I want to fall asleep next to someone and wake up to at the same time. I'm tired of listening to how other people complain about their significant other. For once, I want to be someone's dream and inspiration. I want to love someone with all of my heart. I want to make someone happy, instead of unhappy.

I'm 31 years old and I've never even come close to uttering the words "I Love You" to someone. I just don't think it's ever going to happen for me.