800 miles apart

So why is this happening now? We talk everyday and have only been in one argument at best. It wasn't even an argument. It was me, being me...not being able to say exactly what I'm feeling. I think about how strange this all is. I don't know if it's a relationship that we've somehow stumbled into and I don't know if we need to explore it further. We talk as if we have plans of seeing each other soon, when in fact we have no plans at all. This is crazy. It can never work. All signs point to "no". I'm just trying to enjoy it while it lasts.