So today is the first day that I'm feeling the "missing" emotion. I hate it. I hate that I miss the Redneck. He doesn't deserve my emotions or thoughts. I hate that I wasted so much time on him...but the good news is that no more time will be wasted. Of course it doesn't really explain my mood today. I miss our conversations the most. We would talk about the most random things. And of course I miss the feeling of butterflies in my stomach every time he called. I hate this part of the end of a relationship. I really do.
I hate boys. I hate the person that I become. Although, I don't believe that I change my demeanor completely. I've witnessed it too many times from girlfriends of mine that dumb themselves down once they're around the opposite sex. It's retarded. I don't know why we do it...it just happens.
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