We had a conversation the other day...the first in a very long time. It started off fine and then went to shit within minutes.
I don't know what to think about him right now. I'm so angry I can scream. He had the audacity to call me a liar about something that's not even that important. I've never lied to him. He also continued to call me High maintenance and Hard to Get Along With. I did a fucking Corn Dog Eating contest...How high maintenance could I be??!!!
I'm so fed up with him. I still care about him but I just don't have time for this shit right now.
I sent him a couple of my journal entries later than night. The next morning I get an email from him that says, "WOW. That is very deep. I don’t know what to say other than I feel awful. Nothing intentional. It’s just the way things go sometimes."
I guess that was his half ass attempt to apologize. I haven't written him back since. I just want to ask him "Why?"
Why did you feel the need to be so angry at me for no reason at all?
Why did you lie to me about so many things?
I'm done and have washed my hands. I'm just, once again...sad. God I need some Prozac.
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